Anyway, just left Sengkang! 20 minutes earlier than usual because we were all so tired already! Study is really draining but studying with a whole bunch of friends that you made while studying (lol) is comforting. Cos when 1 of us is sian we can just turn right of left lol. So nice to have these people, really :_) I'm on 43 heading home for my 10pm dinner. I'm not even hungry. I just feel like eating. I already had dinner earlier on. I'm just having a second dinner.
I'm skipping details about MYEs so I think I shall elaborate.
Same mistake as O's, I started too late. Not because I didn't know I should've started earlier but because I just didn't. So when I don't perform as well as I should/could for this exam it's completely my fault. But all my seniors keep telling me that the MYEs were designed to kill our morals and drag our grades down, which is why it's weightage is 15%. Even Mr Loke hinted that we aren't gonna have an easy time with the papers. Sigh. So I have the lowest expectations :_( sucks to know that I'm gonna do badly though.
Anyway, I have a day more to study since I don't have any H1 subjects. Which may change in due time because I'm pretty sure I want to drop a subject to H1. Probably econs since I can't drop bio or chem or math.
And for post 1, here's 36/361 of the photos I took during June. It's a photo of lost every day. I was quite discipline about taking at least one photo a day for this purpose lol. If there are selfies it's because I actually wanted to take a photo of my face everyday to see if there were any changes in a month (or to record feelings on a specific day)- really for my own reference lol but who cares man it's in this collage anyway. O I just checked, there's only one selfie in this collage and it's my twitter profile picture so HA no selfies for your eyes, noobs. Anyway, more elaboration, I tried compiling photos that I haven't uploaded on any other platform (like Instagram) so that the entire collage would be fresher. Aw, you're welcome. Ok kidding I did this for myself hahaha just sharing with you guys since I'm assuming that we are friends and you care to know what I've been up to.
Mass captions (photos are shittly organized. 3 x 3 = 1 set)
With reference to my memory:
Day 1- Saturday morning with manis. Sometimes I just lie on a the bed with manis lying on my tummy and let time pass. A few of the best feelings in the world. Went to Kenji's (reporting time was 10.30 and I was the only punctual one. Kenji and I had to wait at the bus stop for 30 mins before everyone else arrived. Not that we minded, I think I expected late coming HAHA) to tackle our GPP. My PW group thought that the sooner we end our PW commitments for June, the sooner we would start revision. I hope that was what happened for my PW mates because it didn't for me oooops. O yeah, first time in my life a kid toppled over me to give me a hug. I will not say if I liked that or not.
Day 2 - Dinner with my family at astons, I overate and stayed hunched over a toilet bowl for about 30 minutes while my family was browsing robinsons (I didn't tell them I felt like puking because I didn't want to get told off).
Day 3 - Monday morning cycling with my bestfriend! Favourite person + favourite sport. We cycled beyond punggol promenade and sat around absorbing sunlight for close to an hour at our favourite lepak spot. Another good feeling.
Headed to school after that to meet up with Taufiq and Joaquin and sang a lot. I love singing.
Day 4 - Tuesday afternoon spent with Denise yew again! We went to bugis and I walked all around with shoes a size too large (gift). My feet really hurt after that. Yew and I ran out of things to do at bugis after she bought a pea-sized cup of really expensive yami yogurt (not worth your money, learn from other people's mistakes pls) so we headed back to NEX where we sat down at sogurt. I had my first sogurt since sec 2 and it cost me $2.90! Which wasn't too bad at all.
Damn, Tuesday night. Tuesday. I remember now. Met up with Ayana for supper and just to chat up because I've been seeing her for almost 3 months straight and a few days of ayabsence felt odd. HAHA. Brought her to my favourite Kopitiam because she happened to be around the area and I was so excited. It's like I have foreign visitors in my hometown or some shit like that. ANYWAY, we ate and she wasted food as usual LOL. While she was leaving she accidentally flipped my phone out of my hands omg this girl AYA/AIYA.
Day 5 was a Wednesday that I didn't feel like existing so no photos sucka
Day 6 - Thursday already~ "studied" in school then went to a-stranger-who-is-no-longer-a-stranger's house. I blogged about this one already. (Guang & Jill in that photo btw, I was trying to get artsy photos while crossing the damn road wth chow)
Day 7 - impromtu study session with Elizabeth FLAI and WCK!!!! Good catch up and it was my first visit to Liz's in a looooonnnngggg time. Played around with ck's fisheye lens wah I like it. But it was 30 bucks so I no like it much now. Met up with wanlin after that to have dinner at paya lebar. She insisted on paya lebar because apparently there was very good ban mian. It was nice but I uncovered something nicer about paya lebar hehehe.
Day 8 - planned study session at Elizabeth's. just me this time.
Day 9 - went to seletar in the morning for a damn good morning swim. Last swim because last visit to seletar because last Sunday in airwave. After that I met WCK at Buangkok MRT and she was PUNCTUAL OooOmmGGGggg. Hehe we headed to harbourfront and then Keppel bay because we went on A BOAT *jaw drops 1000 feet* for Si an's birthday celebration!!!! Then Sunday night was messed up.
Day 10 - Thank goodness for my Sunday-night company, I managed to wake up sane! Monday back at Kenji's because ECONS PROJECT. Which I later found out was due 3rd week of July or something like that. Which meant we were unnecessarily started way earlier.... I have no idea why man. But it was so unproductive HAHA we had to wait for each other to finish each other parts and it wasn't even completed because of all the waiting. During our fridge-raid we found a stash of sugar-gold. Feast for the eyes more than the tummy.
Day 11 - Was a Tuesday I couldn't think. It was the day I finished a book, The 5 people you meet in heaven. Good book I guess. I quoted it a lot because omg so relevant.
Day 12 - no memory no photo
Day 13 - Qinyi came over to study!!!!!! Or "study", to be more exact. Good time with this girl, I hardly have time alone with her. After she left I left because I had dinner plans. Denise wanted to have dinner with our primary school classmates. We went to astons at city square mall.
Day 14 - I would guess that I took that photo on Friday morning
Day 15 - Jurong bird park!!!! Blogged about it.
Day 16 - breakfast with yew before she flew off to Hong Kong that night. I remember feeling angry in the afternoon. Left home for my long journey down to IMM after that because my auntie wanted to have dinner with my siblings and I. I took 2 buses and spent an hour and twenty minutes. My brother took a cab. We both came from home.
Day 17 - Happy birthday Cheryl :_) blogged. And haze started to get serious.
Day 18 - Qinyi's birthday!!!! Qin brought us to adventure cove to celebrate her birthday and we just spent the afternoon soaking up water, chlorine and sunlight. I love RWS it's such a magical place. But it's the sick kind of magic because it gives you this artificial illusion of temporary joy which makes you (me) fall in love. It's like a drug. You get addicted. Had ramen dinner after that. First bowl of ramen since. I don't even know, do I even eat ramen? I had cold ramen because it was supposed to be the healthier option and it was really nice.
Day 19 - Happy birthday Hilo!!!! Went to NLB in the day time (I didn't tell the girls so shh) before meeting some of my dy kids for a catch up session. Lepaked at esplanade talking about life. So good to see Hilary again.
Day 21 - Ahhh I remember. PSI 400 day. Because I see the tofu hehe. Blogged.
Day 22 - Spent my ENTIRE day in NLB. Studied. Before catching wan lin's drama performance at the black box on level 5. Drama. I really like watching drama performances. Although I don't really do so. Watched this one alone because I was supporting wanlin alone. Happen to bump into 2 of my primary school classmates who were supporting their schoolmates and we talked for a bit. Was really glad I could attend wanlin's first drama performance, kept alone (NOT a perk a catching a performance alone) giggling in my seat whenever she came up stage hehe. When wanlin and I left NLB we left with a whole bunch of SR drama kids. Ok, I left with a whole bunch of SR drama kids because wanlin is one of the drama kids HAHA. Wow drama kids will be drama kids. The journey home was a lively one, they're such friendly and outgoing people it was nice to be surrounded by so much loud energy :_)
Ok you will miss everything from day 23 onwards because there wasn't anymore space awwwww. Ok fine, here is the rest of it.
Day 23 - Stay home Sunday. Lazed around for the entire day. (Perk = homecooked meals by my mother.) Not even funny. I felt like such a sloth that I forced myself out of the house to stretch my rusty joints. Went out for a cycle to explore my old neighbourhood. From when I was a kid. It changed a lot. Just like all of us. Funny how my estate used to be this gigantic maze for child chow to wander in. Its so much smaller when I look at it now. Maybe because my vision has become increasingly narrow as I aged. Maybe my mind got craved by education and I set boundaries and limits in my mind and suddenly everything's smaller.
Day 24 - band kids Monday.
Day 25 - you will have no idea how much effort that shot took. Ok. No idea. Unappreciative Instagram followers.
Day 27 - ah, the day I headed to school. And missed my bus of course. Aiya I blogged about this one :_( ok just want to say that I'm super appreciative of yibo for teaching me chemistry he has salvaged a very sad situation. My confidence level for the paper is no longer negative HAHA. But it's very near negative lah. Pls I think I really pissed my tutor off for the last test, this next paper is gonna make her want me to implode. But yibo really helped me out with chem bonding. And I could just whatsapp him a question and he'd reply almost instantly, damn helpful. And for lending me his GC.
Day 28/29/30 - sama sama 明天也一样
My goodness you have no clue how long this blog post took me. Ok you have a clue, check published timing and check top of post. Tada almost 2 hours dammit. My priorities are so messed up LOL.