Bang bang chucky chucky

Just thought of that game... It was so fun. So personal mastery wasn't all that poopy for my group.

Anyway, sharing these photos.
K I can't caption the photos on my phone. So I'll just throw them all here, you match them to the photos yourself LOL.

Manis
Beautiful Sofeah
Sofeah & I at dinner on Saturday (Thx CK for the polaroid)
@ Denise's place on Good Friday, supposed to study. Made myself a gun.
IMPROVED THE GUN HA
Curly hair Sunday (Black & White photo)
Half of a portrait, couldn't draw the smile right.
Raindrops and orange sky, must the the most popular photo I've taken and uploaded on Instagram
What I heard from Raiyan just before I went to sleep

Hi hi blog again later (maybe) when I'm home

When people don't understand and they try to give me advice like following their religion. Hi, nice to meet you, my name is Offended.
Aiya, I guess there's the thought there but no man, it's still not fabulous. But really appreciate the thought lah.
And I guess I'm quite touched that you care so much.

The other day

Also, faith mentioned about how she got such a great shock when she had 79 notifications from Whatsapp. And. Well.

i ett annat liv

Hi I had a rather good day. Doesn't that sound great. Spirit of the class today (class cheer) and that was really enjoyable. Moscot-ed with sofeah again (we were mascots last year too). I drew on both our faces (it's crayon) and a few people were hinting that I really should've asked someone to help me do mine. And it's not that I think I'm damn good or something lah. But I really really preferred doing it myself because I naturally trust myself more and also because I already had the idea of what I wanted it to look like. So it was like this. And mine was rushed ha ha, it's a lot messier compared to sam's. I took my time with her's. Stayed back until about 5:20 because of the bio SPA briefing which was really a drag.

Take all the time lost, all the days that I cost

Hhhhhi. So today Hilary expressed her overwhelming elation of discovering that song. & I'm really just "I listened to that like crazy 2 years ago & no one knew what I was singing
K anyway, 2day. I'm using the computer now. Came on with the intention of completing the logsheets BUT LOL WHO AM I KIDDING. Anyway, went to Sengkang today as usual. I left home at about 8:57 and missed the bus. So I decided to walk as far as I cam until I bump into another bus at another bus stop. & I really like to walk, especially in the morning. Walked by IMH (sigh people forever telling me that it's fate that I stay beside IMH. They say somemore next time they really have to go there visit me ~broken english~ ~singlish~). Walked about 4 bus stops (counted on the way back) and that took me 20 mins. Then I boarded 156. Good timing :_) Study room got extremely chilly & I was feeling rather uncomfortable so I went outside to chill.... then I saw a free table & I chionged out with my books like a mad bunny. Lost concentration a couple of times but over all it was ok lah. Since I spent my Saturday afternoon studying all alone at SC Macs anyway.Alumni prac was rather enjoyable. Half the time I really wanted it to end so that I could go home and sleep because I was so exhausted. But the other half of the time I was just so happy to see all my seniors again. Though pig germ wasn't  there.
I'm going to have to end this abruptly simply because I am t i r e d~ & MONDAY TOMORROW NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO. Sigh. Kk bye guys~

PS. Everytime after my hair dries I look like a lion. Lion in front of the computer now~~



Its like their watching the movie but I already know the end. Sorry to disappoint you, turn off your television.

HUGS

WONGFU HA.

嗯

That's a sigh in Chinese. A Chinese scholar sent that to me weeks ago ha ha ha.
Anyway, I'm really. Troubled now. Well not really either. Idk man. I just feel very distressed. And the atmosphere around me isn't helping very much. Alone in the dining room in the silent and empty flat. Evening time, just enough light to take a peek into the tinted windows of the opposite block. The just-rained chill that challenges the forever-present humidity. Books laid out over the dining table but only being displayed, I'm very much looking just through them.
Something seems wrong. But it could be the other side that should take a step back. Then again, what's so important about academics and academics only. I honestly feel there's way too much emphasis on it.
Am I right when I choose to think that way. I feel like my thoughts make me some revolting, repulsive creature in the eyes of the world.
I can't decide what is more important; what is more important to me, or what is more important to everyone else. I keep asking myself if I really want to conform to the rules everyone follows, if I just want to be another product of society, or if I want to follow what I want to be. Who I want to be. But dreams are always crushed, reality will eventually strike us. Ssssiiiiggghh.
这么办，我也不知道。真的很想离开这个世界。(not in the dying way though I've never objected to that possibility)

Best week of 2012..... For now

If I don't blog about the week I am mentally unsound.
HALLO MY FRIENDS. My mood (level) is at its peak. Toooday was good. Yesterday was good. Yesterday yesterday was good. The rest of the days = confetti. In conclusion, the week was brill (ha ha ha ha ha ha [brilliant]).
Firstly I'd like to say that I hope yours was fabulous too- if not, better.
What made the week good then?
- Periods were generally not so intense/strenuous/mind-boggling/retarded
- NO TESTS FOR ONCE
- Outdoor activity week, whole school was empty except for sec 4s (& pri lah...)
- Had 2 PE periods where we played games yaaaaaaaay
- CIP was more enjoyable than expected
- Personal Mastery was a lot more enjoyable than expected
- Made new friends
- Could be a retard and fly around school with Sam
- Sissy got straight As
- Dinner with extended fam this Sun comin up
- All the tiny details that made each step a lil lighter

But y'wanna know a big spoiler?
3 tests next week. A Math, Chem & Bio. Crap or crap? I hope I can get an A for all of them. Then my A math & Chem overall will be an A and hopefully I can pull up the biology mark. Last year every term for bio was an A. It's a different story this year. I practically reteach the topic to myself every lesson/

Alright I'd love to continue talking to you guys but I have to start work.

Bro

Had dinner with my bro at home. He's in a good mood today (see how everything falls into place on the 29th of feb?). He's a very charming person when he's normal. But that's really only when he's normal. Big fat (not really he's skinny) charmer. He wanted to help me clear manis's litter box but he couldn't bare the plain sight of the shit piles. Lmao. I told him not to shriek if it touched him. Haiyo looks are really deceiving here. He's damn muscular but what a wimpy child. Afraid of shit.
I'll share some instagram photos I took today.

Love makes you stupid💘

I'm not kidding, it's 8:19 and we just got home but my sister is going out again. Right now. Going to Pasir Ris to pick her bf up cos he's booking out of NS today (A's results tomorrow). The thing is, she doesn't even know what time he's booking out. And she can't contact him because he can't use his phone yet so she's just gonna go there and wait until he walks out. Apparently he's platoon IC and he said he'd get his platoon to greet her if he had the chance lololololol that's quite funny. Anyway, solo girl going over now. Then after she picks him up he's gonna have to send her home -_- But I guess he's used to taking the last bus home from our place.
Anyway, my father picked me up from school today! So I left school around 6:15. While driving along Thomson road my father suddenly turned into Fareast Flora and parked. Then he said "c'mon let's go buy fresh flowers" and my tired momma managed to squeeze out a sleepy "for what?" and he replied with an energetic "for my wife!" hahahaha lol so I hopped out of the car and had a good 30 mins of flower viewing.
PM tomorrow again. And this time it'll be from 8 to 6 o man. It's quite a drag but at least my trainers are pretty cool. One group got a paranormal activity hunter lol lmao.
So this morning I got booked by for wearing the wrong uniform (PE instead of uni). This is the first time this year she didn't let a student go for wearing the wrong uni. The last time Liz wore PE this teacher simply said "I'm not gonna book because today is a Friday~" THE HELL SINCE WHEN WERE YOU REBECCA BLACK. That's a damn idiotic reason. And when Sam wore it she merely went "You're wearing the wrong uniform" *grin* Sigh o well. To hell with that.
Ok what else.
Nothing much.
Kk photo time.

Hallo

I'm pretty sure I have at least 5 blog posts with the same title. Anyway I'm back as promised, it's 10:17. Let me describe my day to you. I had a brilliant day really. I'll definitely be looking forward to the 29th of February in 4 years time. Sigh. Good day why must you go. Omg we'll be 20 years old the next leap year. That's old. Actually, we're pretty old already. 16. I'm 16 this year. That's a big number.

Anyway, today was very slack. PE was enjoyable we played badminton, one of my favourite sport. Then we had English period to complete the 06 compre TYS but there wasn't a teacher in the class. Then recess followed by................ Chem. New found respect for Mrs Low when she revealed that she used to teach Bio too. Ah woman, why you never said? Kk then E Math. Was a little tired then. But Then we had a short lunch period and we boarded the bus. Reached toa payoh in about 15 mins. Hung around while waiting for the residents. It was a rather interesting experience though the communication barrier was a great obstacle. And the Indian senior was really aggressive at his bingo game. Which I still don't know how to play. Friends, teach me soon ok? We sung a lot of songs, the folks love singing! And I kind of like it too he he. So we sang and sang even though we didn't know most of the songs.  Overall, I enjoyed the visit more than I expected. Bus ride back I was quite high. Aiya. Whole day high with Sam lah. Sam is really my good friend. Btw Mr Tan a damn good co form. He bought so much drinks with his own money. He sang karaoke for the folks lol. Good man.
Kk hmm no photos ck hasn't upload. Btw CK YOU TAKE DAMN BEAUTIFUL PHOTOS MY EYES GLOW WHEN I LOOK AT THEM.

Alright. So long fellas see you soon.

Beautiful Chee kuen

(MIGHT blog before I shut down (sleep))

LEAP DAY

Hi 5:25 I just reached home. Had a good day. I'm glad I did. Because its a special day.
When I got off the bus I walked over the bridge extremely slowly. And I really dragged my feet all the way to the void deck. I even paused awhile by the road. I wasn't very cheerful then. I was really just hoping and wishing and waiting for something to happen. Someone to magically materialize in front of me. But nothing happened and I was feeling kinda disappointed. Kept asking myself what I was waiting for but I couldn't even answer that. So I walked with my head down at a tortoise's pace until I was in front of the mailbox. Then I received a text. And when I saw that Wan Lin texted me I immediately turned 360 degrees in search of her. Then I opened the text and it said IM BEHIND YOU. So I turned and walked and saw her :_) Then she asked if I wanted to buy ice cream from the ice cream man underneath my block. It's the best kind of ice cream, y'know the one on the motorbikes. He he. Yes I wanted. So we went to buy ice cream. Then we talked for awhile and headed home. I know it's a really small incident. Seems almost pathetic to you but it made me feel good.

Kk I'll blog again later for sure. About the rest of my day. I want as many 29.02 posts as possible.

Because when dreamers dream, you can't just pull them back down to Earth.

🌟💛✨🙇🎶👀👂👼💪♠🏆🎨🎤💎🍡🍲🍧🍉🍓🌃🌅🌄🌈🗽🎢🚢🎡✈🚀🚲⛵🚤🏠🌇⛺✳💟⛎🔳🌻🌹🌙😊

TOMORROW IS THE 29TH OF FEB!!!!!

Leap day guys, I just realized. Shall do something memorable. Like....... Idk, give me ideas.

You need to learn c o n t r o l

Hi gang. First school Tuesday of the year that I'm home before 7:30PM. Feels good. It's 6:30 now. I reached home around 4. Didn't have to stay back because no remedials for me whoopie! Anyway, ate all the leftovers from yesterday's dinner when I came home. As good as an entire meal so I'm not exactly hungry now. Which is why I'm only snacking on the loackers my sis's bf bought. I spent about an hour reading Catching fire, the second book of hunger games. Well Hilary warned me that it sucked and you know WHAT! it does lol. It's so draggy and it doesn't really have a motive or aim. Like currently Katniss is just trying to make her mind up and decide what to do to not die and... Well she's had a couple of chapters worth of time and she hasn't taken action. And she keeps running from peeta to gale to peeta. Omg who are you, Bella? No Katniss is stronger but she's starting to seem wimpy. I was quite fond of her in The Hunger Games now I'm rather bored. You bore me Katniss, I like Gale. Yup.

Kk I shall go and start on my homework. Then I shall eat dinner and sleep.

Class CIP at an old folks' home tomorrow. Dunno what to expect. I still have to buy food......... What the.... Damn. Omg dammit means I have to walk to hougang point later. In the dark.


Photo of my cousin and I. I look bald but o well have a good time laughing! :_)

Sam & I yesterday

Needa spend more Sundays with Sam. I really hope we end up in the same JC. And even if we don't I hope we'll still be great friends. I like Sam. She is a good person.

☀day

The best and the worse day of the week. Best because I don't have to go to school. Worse because I have to the day after.
Anyway, look what NS boy got for my sister. He booked in today. Too bad he didn't have time to wrap it all up nicely hehehehe.

Eating

LAST NIGHT'S POST THAT FAILED TO PUBLISH


Hi 11:25. Having supper. Alone. So I'm just chilling alone at the dining table.
Anyway, this will be quick and brief. I had a slightly above average day. Left school at 1. My father could pick me up! So I went for lunch with my parents at lavender... Then I came home. And I decided to change the curtains. I think that's the first time the curtains have been change since... 2007/8? I just know its been a damn long time. Spent quite a lot of time measuring and cutting the curtains to the right length but I ended up with one longer than the other. Hey it's a tough job ok. But I made do. Now it looks like that. After that I tidied up my desk as much as possible. Then I showered in the toilet that I don't usually use. I like that toilet. (there are 2 toilets in the house, I will elaborate some other day). Watched Puss in boots while eating dinner. I like. I laughed. After that I did my overdue chemistry TYS homework. Then I went online for a short short while. And people fb chatted me saying stuff like "Since when did you come online????". Lol. Not often, my friend, not often at all. And now I'm eating. But I'm done eating so I shall go get more food. See you bright eyes tomorrow. (I'm sorry this post is so boring but I like my life simple heehee)

So I found this in my phone

And I was bored in the bus so I did everything. Round of applause for Miss Chow :_) Nah I'm kidding. Read it if you're bored.
1) Straight
2) Empathizing
3) Hm. My own.
4) ... You can only have 1 first date how can you have a best first date
5) Average. Not over the top, not too down below.
6) Denise
7) Harry Potter, can't decide which. I think the Deathly Hallows or the Order of Phoenix
8) Disgusting character. Mean people.
9) She is. I dk I can't find a suitable word. Will get back to this.
10) Dogs
11) Don't miss anyone now
12) this is invalid
13) Read The Hunger Games
14) I've never really achieved anything
15) Mean unreasonable thoughtless rude person o, and fat
16) Hm. Not favourite. But I guess it's just the song that I keep singing in my mind. Safe & Sound. When I saw that Taylor Swift sang it I was a little doubtful that it'd be good but for once it's not a song about her trazillion break ups.
17) I never kissed anyone
18) A good person
19) The terrapins & quills were partly mine. Villan, Jiggly, Belly were my hamsters. Snoozer, Bijou, Pikachu, Blackie and the rest were part mine. Prince & Totto. Manis.
20) Blueberry/Raspberry Sorbet (does it count, any sorbet actually)
21) Miles underground
22) "Go and kill yourself", at least it was said to my face. The other shit people say is whispered behind backs. Or scribble on blogs.
23) Northeast
24) You are a good person. And you like me and I like you. And you are good company. Mainly if you're a good person.
25) lol I have no plans, I am a screwed piece of beef jerky
26) whether or not I should take my work seriously, whether or not I should try to study, whether or not I should aim high and have expectations
27) Band. Then SK I guess. Or somewhere. It sucks if I go to SK and the room is full. Then I'll have no where to go.
28) I want to be happy
29) ... just too many but I'll share one. So I was home alone and listening to music and singing. Rather loudly. My bro came home and his tutor was with him. I didn't hear the door open and I continued singing until he came to shut me up.
And that's not even very embarrassing yet.
30) Don't really have one... But I guess you could consider, ok you ucan't nvm.
31) Donate part and see how long the other part will last me. It depends very much on the amount.
32) He is nice.
33) How I don't really care about irrelevant things. How I can tolerate some of the really poopy stuff.
34) When I share a desk with someone and his/her elbow crosses that line I the middle........
35) HAHA. Um AMK sec HAHAHA.
36) -
37) 0
38) A buffet. Haha kidding lah. There're lots of good things people can do. Go list them yourself.
39) 控制感情
40) Never really had an outstanding one
41) On a farm
42) I dunno. People lie a lot.
43) well I don't hate it. On 156. Last seat at the back.
44) The hum of the bus's engine
45) Sister- Sensitive
Brother- Um. Brotherly yet distant
46) scroll up
47) Not worried
48) Not telling
49) Uncompromising on their part. Close on the outside. But overall it's like walking on a wire. & I know they love me.
50) ... Sorry I don't understand what you mean
51) I don't want to study anymore
52) Ok got it thanks!
53) My imperfect eyesight. Sometimes I hate that I don't really feel what I should feel. That I am expected to study to my death.
54) People who are nice. People who can sing.
55) Can't think of any now
56) Everything

Extremely restless

I am really doomed. It's a lil but intimidating now but I am still not starting.
I've really done nothing. Because the only thing that I can do now is study but that's the only thing I don't want to do. So I've really only been. Stoning. Sigh. -______-
Dddoooooooommmmed like ikenefuna. Okonkwo gonna cut me down with his machete. Gonna constantly beat and nag me like he did to Nwoye. Ain't gonna go out to collect medicinal plants for me when I have a fever. Lol k that's about all I know. DOOMED. I can't emphasize my impending doom well enough.

Row row row your boat

I wish memories could be deleted. That would be convenient. I wish dreams would come true. At least the innocent ones that don't harm people. I wish freedom wasn't just a word. I wish people stopped to realize.

Because you can't always be special

Block

Hallow hallo. How are you? I had a good weekend, how about you. I love weekends, especially Sunday.
Yesterday was the instrument allocation for the new Sec 1s. I was very new to the whole procedure because number 1, it's the first time being part of the exco and welcoming a new batch of Sec 1s, number 2, I was never a brand new Sec 1 band member like everyone else (other then Denise & Ong Ju), I didn't even know we re-auditioned the whole batch. I didn't know that allocation was such a long process. K so I was quite happy with the smoothness of Saturday. Everyone was cooperative (Thank the mother of chickens in Europe!) and I didn't have a lot of trouble communicating to everyone the instructions & plans. 好。But I was disappointed that I didn't get the chance to practice :_(
After band practice, we went for lunch with MK at holland V. Everything with fries~ first time ever entering one of their outlets. Of course, I didn't buy anything (hallo everything cost a bomb) but thank goodness I ate the bee hoon and Danishes before we left school. Umm o after lunch CK & I went to Starbucks. I studied while she went for cell. It was so noisy I didn't like it at all. The rest of the bench pals arrived and I went down to meet them, then we all wore party hats up to Starbucks and surprised CK. he he he. Sweet sixteen hunneh. Ck had 5 cakes this week if I'm not wrong.
Went to Seletar with Denise today to study and swim. Then we watched some people play tennis.
Hmmm. Tomorrow. School until 5 :_( S i a n.
Kk time for suppa. See y'all tomorrow :_( I can cry, gonna run 2.4 during PE tomorrow. PLEASE LET ME LIVE ON AFTER 8:40!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Just saw the news of Whitney Houston's death yesterday :_(
Funny how i had been singing this the past week :_(