And it was just a dream

Just a bit loser cos I'm blogging for the 3rd time today?
Well, it is the 3rd time I've switched on a computer, today.
I'm supposed to be studying A Math. Because there is an A Math test tomorrow. Which I am pretty sure I will fail.
I feel really stupid. Like yes, academically and the other way. The just plain stupid stupid way. Don't disagree with me to make me feel better (or agree with me to make me feel worse), cos I really really think so. Like I can't decide on stuff. One moment I feel like something's good and the another moment I think it sucks. One moment I really miss people and the other moment I dread seeing them. Sometimes I study so hard and sometimes I really really really just don't give a shit about my studies. Sometimes I think that I really wanna go out but when I'm out I just wanna be at home. Just a bit annoying?
I am so annoying. That kinda sucks cos I'm even starting to annoy myself. What do the other kiddies feel?
Isn't it amazing how someone can change you so much? I think it is. Its quite cool. But then its quite evil. I think Monopoly deal is a pretty evil game. Which is probably why I enjoy it so much. I see chewing gum.
I should be studying for A Math.
Lets google a word to find a picture!
Lets google "butter".

here is your... block.. of butter.