You know, I can't wait to grow up. But when I'm grown up, I would say that I cannot wait to grow old. But I don't really wanna grow old and I actually can't wait to die. In fact, I think I want to live until I'm "grown up" then die. I don't want to grow old. But then I only want to grow up so that I am nearer to growing old. So actually, I just can't wait to die. Yeah... And everything would = well, literally everything for me. So that's what I mean when I can't wait for everything to be over. Yeah.. Lol k back to a math.