Maybe may may be great
Hhhhi. 9:18PM. Before I tackle Venice I wanted to blog. Today was quite an ok day. I was really tired in the morning but it wore off. PE was fun, sweat (is past tense of sweat sweated? Sounds funny) so much but it was fun. Then remedials were a real drag. I managed to get a lift from Liz's dad to the MRT station & it was even better when I walked to the bus stop & waited for about 2 mins before a double decked bus arrived hehehe. That felt good, I reached home at 5:30PM, talk about speed π
so what I've done since 5:30 includes clearing my ultra messy desk in the room which used to house cockroaches hoho, change the bed sheets, eat dinner, watch HSM 2 (I felt embarrassed for Troy Bolten during the bet on it part, I couldn't tahan had to fast forward. Walau if I was acting that I'd be sooooo embarrassed... But I'd do it if I were paid as much as he were), clear manis's litter box, bathe manis, shower, make a cup of honey, sit down. Here I am.
Tackling Venice tonight, only one factor, uhhhh what ah... Can't remember but one factor only. Then I'll complete the other R&J theme. I think it's reason VS passion. I think. Then I'll sleep. Tomorrow will be my mugger day. Or at least I'll try my best to make it my mugger day. Heading out to SKCC to study I have NO IDEA if it'll be open. But I figured that if I can't access level 4 then I'll be level 1 kid. Which isn't very conducive actually eh.. Maybe if that's the case I'll go to some random void deck in SK & look like a delinquent. A studying delinquent. Eh have I mentioned before that void decks are freaking lovely places to study. If there's enough light it's really good. Or at least my void deck is. I remember studying there during EOYs last year. Ok. That's my tomorrow plan & I'll be covering the rest of Venice & A Math WS 28 to 39. Prepare for the tests lah. And then I'll study Chinese Chinese Chinese Chinese Chinese. Memorize all the bao zhang stuff. Kk quite a concrete plan. Gonna start now bb! Plz let me be committed to my work for the next 24 hours.
Monday, April 30, 2012
Sunday, April 29, 2012
♥
Hi. So it's funny how people I'm not even close to at all can express their love for me like we've been bestfriends for 15 years. All the "Happy birthday chow lOvE yOu LoAdS~" & stuff like that. I guess I appreciate it. But. Dude. Who am I to you anyway. Maybe we're in one class together. Maybe I sat in front of you in Sec 2. Idk man. But lol. It's weird. Maybe they love me as much as I love my old pair of school shoes.
Btw, the other day a lady looked at my school shoes & smiled. No idea why. Maybe because they are really small. Or maybe because they're nothing like the rest lol. They're my sister's primary 3 school shoes I think. Or Primary 4. Before she decided it was too lame to wear. Then it was stored away for years & I found it and started wearing them. Cos they seemed really new.
OK OK OK STOP IT. I'm cutting away distractions he he he kk I will now go back to R&J. Get that done & go to sleep.
Btw, the other day a lady looked at my school shoes & smiled. No idea why. Maybe because they are really small. Or maybe because they're nothing like the rest lol. They're my sister's primary 3 school shoes I think. Or Primary 4. Before she decided it was too lame to wear. Then it was stored away for years & I found it and started wearing them. Cos they seemed really new.
OK OK OK STOP IT. I'm cutting away distractions he he he kk I will now go back to R&J. Get that done & go to sleep.
O-O
Ok. So it may be a little bit too large for my face but my logic was, the larger the lens, the more I can see. & it's right lah. Can't wait to get the lens in.
:_) day
Hallo on 43 on the way home. Man, I needa pee lol. Had a really really good day. Filled to the brim with goodness. Thanks everyone:_)
Wan Lin came over in the morning, super early. Before 8. With a cake. And a lit candle. Lololol do romantic even she pointed that out. Such a sweetie pie. :_))) πππ Blew the candle at the door then she came in. Talked to her and played the piano for an hour plus. Then she had to go home. By then it was 9 plus. Hurriedly got ready and left home. Reached SK at 9:50. Early. Did E Math and some A Math. Soon it was about 11. Thank you for breakfast :_) so sweet I am touched. Thank you. Left SK around.. 1. Had to run through the freaking heavy rain. And when I reached the bus stop the rain half stopped.... The heck. Troll sky. I was quite soaked. 43 came and we took that for an hour. Reached parkway. Bought the frames Hohohoho happy happy happy chow Jia hui. Thank you for the frames :_) ππ V touched. Like I said. Sam & I ran around from optical shop to optical shop, asking about the price for the lenses. It's about 70 to 100 y'know sigh man. I wonder if it'll be any cheaper in Queensway. I hope it'll be!!!!!!! Please be :_(
Anyway, after that we went back to sam's house. Ate Korean ramen then went out to cycle. Cycled to ECP. We didn't even know that route led to ECP. You have no idea how delighted I was when I realized. And when we actually reached ECP. Omg I was soooooo happy I couldnt contain it. Ran around like happy children running along the shore. Singing songs and just being happy. Man. It was the best feeling ever. I can't even describe it properly. It was close to insanity. Or maybe it was. It was good. Here're some pictures (evidence lololol) I'm gonna change my twitter picture hehehe. best weekend ever. So much more to say but I want to sleep on the bus lol. & I need to pee so my brain isn't really thinking about anything else but peeing. Kk see your later alligator (probably blog again later)
Thanks for the cake, for breakfast, for the frames, for lunch, for all the fun, for all the care :_) ππππ❤
Wan Lin came over in the morning, super early. Before 8. With a cake. And a lit candle. Lololol do romantic even she pointed that out. Such a sweetie pie. :_))) πππ Blew the candle at the door then she came in. Talked to her and played the piano for an hour plus. Then she had to go home. By then it was 9 plus. Hurriedly got ready and left home. Reached SK at 9:50. Early. Did E Math and some A Math. Soon it was about 11. Thank you for breakfast :_) so sweet I am touched. Thank you. Left SK around.. 1. Had to run through the freaking heavy rain. And when I reached the bus stop the rain half stopped.... The heck. Troll sky. I was quite soaked. 43 came and we took that for an hour. Reached parkway. Bought the frames Hohohoho happy happy happy chow Jia hui. Thank you for the frames :_) ππ V touched. Like I said. Sam & I ran around from optical shop to optical shop, asking about the price for the lenses. It's about 70 to 100 y'know sigh man. I wonder if it'll be any cheaper in Queensway. I hope it'll be!!!!!!! Please be :_(
Anyway, after that we went back to sam's house. Ate Korean ramen then went out to cycle. Cycled to ECP. We didn't even know that route led to ECP. You have no idea how delighted I was when I realized. And when we actually reached ECP. Omg I was soooooo happy I couldnt contain it. Ran around like happy children running along the shore. Singing songs and just being happy. Man. It was the best feeling ever. I can't even describe it properly. It was close to insanity. Or maybe it was. It was good. Here're some pictures (evidence lololol) I'm gonna change my twitter picture hehehe. best weekend ever. So much more to say but I want to sleep on the bus lol. & I need to pee so my brain isn't really thinking about anything else but peeing. Kk see your later alligator (probably blog again later)
Thanks for the cake, for breakfast, for the frames, for lunch, for all the fun, for all the care :_) ππππ❤
Saturday, April 28, 2012
Candles
Hey. Before I sleep. I wanted to share a bit of what's on my mind. I've been thinking. About. Well what I want. Since, it being my birthday yesterday (& it seems to be dragging through the weekend. Thanks guys y'all make me feel very special), everyone's been asking me what I want. What do I want as a gift. What do I want for my birthday. And sofeah and Elizabeth asked me to write a list. When I sat down to write that list, I tried to make it as realistic as possible. It started out ok, 1000000 blueberries and strawberries lol. Then I started writing down the impossible, "An Altus flute, or if you have disposable cash, MURA π" and "Burkat piccolo". And there was a ukelele somewhere. But these were jokes lah. From no. 1 it was all a joke. Because no one could truly get me what I wanted lah. I realized that all I really wanted was to be carefree an happy. And (along with passing Chinese O's and a farm), that's how I ended the list.
And I said I've been very happy, an that y'all make me feel special. But there's aways still that gap. That painful gap, everytime I think about it the gap enlargest. But nevermind lah. just my train of thought.
Good night.
And I said I've been very happy, an that y'all make me feel special. But there's aways still that gap. That painful gap, everytime I think about it the gap enlargest. But nevermind lah. just my train of thought.
Good night.
Good Morrow
Faith's birthday lunch @ Orchard central. Then to NEX to study. Btw is it NEX or NEXX? NEXX looks weird. NEX looks more appealing. Then dinner at NEX too with Denise.
If all goes well, tomorrow will be a good day too. SKCC in the morning then going over to NEX. Followed by sam's house in the afternoon. And dinner @ 18 Chefs (if the plan works. So please work)
Anyway, it was my birthday yesterday. And I honestly forgot about that until I woke up at 5AM and saw these text messages. And then light bulb- it was my birthday. Woke up at 5AM to file SS & geog btw. But my teacher is so nice, said she wanted to give me a slap again HAIYO. Last week I was sorry this week I was.... Not angry. Just. Tired of her π© Why must she be so aggressive? Anyway, that barely bothered me at all. I had a really good day even though it was a Friday and Friday means lessons from 8 to 5. I had a lot of surprises because I didn't expect anything. About half (or more) of the gifts I received were food. Hahahz thanks guys :_) Jamie appeared at my door at 10:30 with a cake I am very very touched. Thank you :_) everyone thank you I had a good 16th. Man I am old.
So I had 3 cakes in total. The mango one my juniors bought. The cream one bench kids bought and the chocolate one Jamie bought. I'm expanding like a balloon. πππ
If all goes well, tomorrow will be a good day too. SKCC in the morning then going over to NEX. Followed by sam's house in the afternoon. And dinner @ 18 Chefs (if the plan works. So please work)
Anyway, it was my birthday yesterday. And I honestly forgot about that until I woke up at 5AM and saw these text messages. And then light bulb- it was my birthday. Woke up at 5AM to file SS & geog btw. But my teacher is so nice, said she wanted to give me a slap again HAIYO. Last week I was sorry this week I was.... Not angry. Just. Tired of her π© Why must she be so aggressive? Anyway, that barely bothered me at all. I had a really good day even though it was a Friday and Friday means lessons from 8 to 5. I had a lot of surprises because I didn't expect anything. About half (or more) of the gifts I received were food. Hahahz thanks guys :_) Jamie appeared at my door at 10:30 with a cake I am very very touched. Thank you :_) everyone thank you I had a good 16th. Man I am old.
So I had 3 cakes in total. The mango one my juniors bought. The cream one bench kids bought and the chocolate one Jamie bought. I'm expanding like a balloon. πππ
Thursday, April 26, 2012
Hohoho
So I told the Whatsapp group that I went to sleep but no I've been playing the piano. And guess what! While playing Coldplay, my sister discovered that the chords match a Taylor swift song. So we've been singing Taylor swift for about 20 mins now. Man I am embarrassed lololol but I used to like this song a lot. It reminds me of... What's that game. The fb game. Something restaurant. Cos everything I played that song I would be playing that game LOLOLOL. Times when I was so free. sec 2 I think. WALAU so free leh!
ANYWAY,
Lead (II) Nitrate -> Yellow ppt, dissolves upon boiling and reforms on cooling as a yellow crystal. So beautiful have you seen it? Iodide present.
That time we randomly mixed potassium iodide and lead(II) nitrate in a beaker. And the sudden blast of yellow HAHA. That was so funny.
Piano piano piano.
ANYWAY,
Lead (II) Nitrate -> Yellow ppt, dissolves upon boiling and reforms on cooling as a yellow crystal. So beautiful have you seen it? Iodide present.
That time we randomly mixed potassium iodide and lead(II) nitrate in a beaker. And the sudden blast of yellow HAHA. That was so funny.
Piano piano piano.
第δΈη’ι₯
Yes I am proud of myself. Growing child he he he. Anyway, carbo's gonna give me energy. That I won't use and it'll be stored as fat.
Wednesday, April 25, 2012
:_( day
I bring stupidity to a whole new level!!!! What the hell, I was so upset and angry at myself today. Y'know why?! (most of you do already) I woke up and did the stupidest thing on earth. Ok, promise you won't laugh.... Or y'know what just laugh its quite stupid and laughing makes it less painful I guess but I haven't even giggled :_(
So I woke up at 6:14 which is really late. Overslept. I was super frantic. And do you remember that tiny window beside my bed that I've told you about. Well, I place my glasses on the window ledge every night before I sleep. So when I realized I was late I was really frantic and my movements were fast and thoughtless, I stuck out my hand so quick that I pushed my glasses off the ledge, off the platform, out of the window, down to level one. And I honestly think my glasses survived the fall!!! But y'know what, when I wanted to chiong down to get it back my mother didn't let me. And then she went down awhile later. And brought it up. That's why I think it survived the fall, everything was still attached (except a lens I think) but then, it was crushed cos a car ran over it WTH. WTH!!!!!! I was so angry that I did something so stupid and it was angst angst angst and about a million sad faces :_( dammit. Sigh. Stupid. Really sucks y'know. Glasses are expensive. I'm tryna get a replacement myself so that my parents won't have to pay for it. I'm gonna try to do what Sherywnn and Sofeah did, they bought the frame then brought it to an optical shop to get a lens. It's a lot cheaper. Sherwynn's lens cost $40. And sofeah saw a frame for $15 (her glasses, just in red. Lol.)
Really really hope I manage to work that out omg so angst.
Haiyo.
Anyway, haven't touched lit. Sigh. How?
Also, these are the best biscuits in the world
So I woke up at 6:14 which is really late. Overslept. I was super frantic. And do you remember that tiny window beside my bed that I've told you about. Well, I place my glasses on the window ledge every night before I sleep. So when I realized I was late I was really frantic and my movements were fast and thoughtless, I stuck out my hand so quick that I pushed my glasses off the ledge, off the platform, out of the window, down to level one. And I honestly think my glasses survived the fall!!! But y'know what, when I wanted to chiong down to get it back my mother didn't let me. And then she went down awhile later. And brought it up. That's why I think it survived the fall, everything was still attached (except a lens I think) but then, it was crushed cos a car ran over it WTH. WTH!!!!!! I was so angry that I did something so stupid and it was angst angst angst and about a million sad faces :_( dammit. Sigh. Stupid. Really sucks y'know. Glasses are expensive. I'm tryna get a replacement myself so that my parents won't have to pay for it. I'm gonna try to do what Sherywnn and Sofeah did, they bought the frame then brought it to an optical shop to get a lens. It's a lot cheaper. Sherwynn's lens cost $40. And sofeah saw a frame for $15 (her glasses, just in red. Lol.)
Really really hope I manage to work that out omg so angst.
Haiyo.
Anyway, haven't touched lit. Sigh. How?
Also, these are the best biscuits in the world
Tuesday, April 24, 2012
They say that the world was built for two
Aiyo muscle ache everywhere I don't even know why. My right calf muscle. And both my shoulders. Ache until I itch with discomfort. I need a massage. Nah I need sleep. Good night wish me luck for tomorrow. Heaven is a place on earth with you. What the heck ck's songs stuck in my head.
Ice
Sigh. Leaving school soon. First day with no band practice. had a good afternoon chilling in the band room with ck Cheryl and Marianne. Reaaaaally don't feel like going home y'know. Anyway, here're some photos.
So nice of my section to get a huge cake for Zheng Denise and I. It's sooo nice. And they deliberately chose a fruity cake. Aw. Lol.
Anyway, what the hell I am spastic. Finished all the strepsils in one school day. Because they seriously tasted like sweets and I couldn't stop. I'm gonna regret soon enough.
Hm what else. Bio test was a joke. E math tomorrow. Lit the day after. I shall go home and do a little R&J then practice math.
Kk blog later I see Rui Chen.
So nice of my section to get a huge cake for Zheng Denise and I. It's sooo nice. And they deliberately chose a fruity cake. Aw. Lol.
Anyway, what the hell I am spastic. Finished all the strepsils in one school day. Because they seriously tasted like sweets and I couldn't stop. I'm gonna regret soon enough.
Hm what else. Bio test was a joke. E math tomorrow. Lit the day after. I shall go home and do a little R&J then practice math.
Kk blog later I see Rui Chen.
Monday, April 23, 2012
It ends tonight
Cue music, wheeeeeen dddaarrrkkneeeesss turns to light, it ends tonight it ends tonight.
Lol ok zzz I just wanted to thank everyone for this.
Thanks to sofeah! For the honey water (in the sparkling apple bottle.) you can't be any sweeter, lil ball of life.
Thanks for the strepsils, that came as a shock, real touched.
Thanks Ms Hu for the lovely flower, I wasn't expecting anything from her she is so sweet.
Thanks for all your letters!!!! I've read every single one of them already.
Thanks for all the flowers!
Thanks to secret admirer for the flower, im sorry but I highly doubt I will ever get to know you.
Last but not least, in fact, it's the most meaningful gift, that is your support. You've a part in making my last concert truly memorable.
Lol ok zzz I just wanted to thank everyone for this.
Thanks to sofeah! For the honey water (in the sparkling apple bottle.) you can't be any sweeter, lil ball of life.
Thanks for the strepsils, that came as a shock, real touched.
Thanks Ms Hu for the lovely flower, I wasn't expecting anything from her she is so sweet.
Thanks for all your letters!!!! I've read every single one of them already.
Thanks for all the flowers!
Thanks to secret admirer for the flower, im sorry but I highly doubt I will ever get to know you.
Last but not least, in fact, it's the most meaningful gift, that is your support. You've a part in making my last concert truly memorable.
Sunday, April 22, 2012
Saturday, April 21, 2012
Today
Just a short post about today before I continue with card writing.
Reached school around 7:20 as usual. Rainy Saturday morning, real pleasant. Camped outside GO as usual, waiting for it to open so that I can draw the key. Last time I needed to do that. Getting the key from the security tomorrow hehe. Practice was real relaxed. Mk was going easy on us, just running through the pieces and fixing up some parts. Neither Mr Tan not Mk tried making major "improvements" lah. I mean, we've practiced for months, I think what ever we play tomorrow will be what we worked for. No last minute grooming. Mk was right about the straight line graph, no exponential graphs. Which is good.
At around 2 Mk took the Sec 4s to the amphi, we sat down, ate food that Clare brought (thank you so much) and listened to Mk. He was reading to us his band practice diary entries lololol. Honestly, I couldn't connect to any of it. Simply because I was never a part of the junior band, that's why I don't have a very strong attachment to all the junior band stuff. But then again, I am not looking forward to tomorrow. To stepping down and to leaving band. Maybe because band has been, well, it was, very strongly, my only source of relaxation and enjoyment and happiness in that place. It really was. I used to look forward to band sooooooo much. And I guess that's the only thing that's holdin me back. Cos I didn't really understand why I felt so down about... Well... Leaving. O well. I like band. I like what I used to have with band. But that's really the past lah. Gosh the past and the way it haunts us.
Boarded and sat in the first seat of the bus. Y'know the one right in front of the door? First class view of the road. But I was thinking. So I wasn't concentrating in the road. And I dozed off. Reached SK and sat down. Eh I really like level one leh, good for days when I don't have to concentrate. The only bad thing is that there isn't much wind. As compared to level 4.
Kk time to hit the stack of cards just waiting to be written in.
Reached school around 7:20 as usual. Rainy Saturday morning, real pleasant. Camped outside GO as usual, waiting for it to open so that I can draw the key. Last time I needed to do that. Getting the key from the security tomorrow hehe. Practice was real relaxed. Mk was going easy on us, just running through the pieces and fixing up some parts. Neither Mr Tan not Mk tried making major "improvements" lah. I mean, we've practiced for months, I think what ever we play tomorrow will be what we worked for. No last minute grooming. Mk was right about the straight line graph, no exponential graphs. Which is good.
At around 2 Mk took the Sec 4s to the amphi, we sat down, ate food that Clare brought (thank you so much) and listened to Mk. He was reading to us his band practice diary entries lololol. Honestly, I couldn't connect to any of it. Simply because I was never a part of the junior band, that's why I don't have a very strong attachment to all the junior band stuff. But then again, I am not looking forward to tomorrow. To stepping down and to leaving band. Maybe because band has been, well, it was, very strongly, my only source of relaxation and enjoyment and happiness in that place. It really was. I used to look forward to band sooooooo much. And I guess that's the only thing that's holdin me back. Cos I didn't really understand why I felt so down about... Well... Leaving. O well. I like band. I like what I used to have with band. But that's really the past lah. Gosh the past and the way it haunts us.
Boarded and sat in the first seat of the bus. Y'know the one right in front of the door? First class view of the road. But I was thinking. So I wasn't concentrating in the road. And I dozed off. Reached SK and sat down. Eh I really like level one leh, good for days when I don't have to concentrate. The only bad thing is that there isn't much wind. As compared to level 4.
Kk time to hit the stack of cards just waiting to be written in.
Whoopwhoop
Hehehe one of the few rare times I manage to tie my tie properly. Tomorrow better be like this. Retarded tie.
Catching the bus
Ha ha ha I feel like a joke. Had all my stuff spread out over the table. Checked the bus timing and immediately (& really suddenly) threw everything into my bag. Grabbed the larger stuff in a mess and into my arms then chionged over to the bus stop because my bus was 2 mins away. But I really took only half a min to pack up and reach the bus stop. I like level one.
Friday, April 20, 2012
When you try your best but you don't succeed
Hallo. I'm tired. And I'm dreading the arrival of tomorrow. My last band prac in that school. Idk man am I supposed to be overjoyed or something? I feel kinda sad. Sigh. Sad but not sad. Weird. I don't like this feeling.
Long day tomorrow. Or at least I'm gonna make it long.
Band till 4 plus. Not sure if it'll be that long actually. I think it'll end earlier. Then I'm going to Sengkang. Lol and to try to get some work done. And I don't necessarily mean school work. I needa write all the cards for concert day! And idk what to buy for my section. Problem :_/ I think I'll spend tomorrow @ sengkang finishing the cards. Maybe I'll tackle the English compre. That's probably the most ill be able to do. Lol actually I might just sit at level one. YES I SHALL DO THAT. Then I can people-watch. I like to people-watch.
Walau I seriously super jialat next week ζ»δΊ。
Long day tomorrow. Or at least I'm gonna make it long.
Band till 4 plus. Not sure if it'll be that long actually. I think it'll end earlier. Then I'm going to Sengkang. Lol and to try to get some work done. And I don't necessarily mean school work. I needa write all the cards for concert day! And idk what to buy for my section. Problem :_/ I think I'll spend tomorrow @ sengkang finishing the cards. Maybe I'll tackle the English compre. That's probably the most ill be able to do. Lol actually I might just sit at level one. YES I SHALL DO THAT. Then I can people-watch. I like to people-watch.
Walau I seriously super jialat next week ζ»δΊ。
Tuesday, April 17, 2012
Sickness
BTW, I'm hardly ever sick lah. But today I felt pretty dreadful during school hours. Before band basically. In fact, school was pretty shit today. But band really lifted my mood lol.
First period kana scolded. Didn't do Ref 7 & 8 and I didn't own up so it's my fault. But I got accused of lying and that's... Not really right cos I didn't lie. I simply said I did Ref 9. And that that's because I wrote down the wrong reference to complete because I wasn't paying close enough attention in class. ANYWAY, gonna apologize tomorrow. For not owning up. During contact time probably. She definitely won't be all "it's ok make sure you don't do this again" she'll probably be "O yeah, you are not even sincere, blah blah blah nag nag scold scold" but I gotta say what I gotta say and tomorrow I have to apologize. But lol idk I wasn't so intimidated by her scolding this time. Proud hehe.
Wah I don't even know what sickness I'm having. It's like a flu but not a flu, a cold. My eyeballs feel like they're squeezing out of my eye sockets sometimes. Retarded lol. But I'm really just as sick as my mind is lah so I'm recovering guys!!! Mind v strong. That's impt :_)
To all you sick bunnies out there, go drink more water. Man, I need to take my own advice.
First period kana scolded. Didn't do Ref 7 & 8 and I didn't own up so it's my fault. But I got accused of lying and that's... Not really right cos I didn't lie. I simply said I did Ref 9. And that that's because I wrote down the wrong reference to complete because I wasn't paying close enough attention in class. ANYWAY, gonna apologize tomorrow. For not owning up. During contact time probably. She definitely won't be all "it's ok make sure you don't do this again" she'll probably be "O yeah, you are not even sincere, blah blah blah nag nag scold scold" but I gotta say what I gotta say and tomorrow I have to apologize. But lol idk I wasn't so intimidated by her scolding this time. Proud hehe.
Wah I don't even know what sickness I'm having. It's like a flu but not a flu, a cold. My eyeballs feel like they're squeezing out of my eye sockets sometimes. Retarded lol. But I'm really just as sick as my mind is lah so I'm recovering guys!!! Mind v strong. That's impt :_)
To all you sick bunnies out there, go drink more water. Man, I need to take my own advice.
Last Tuesday band prac
Hi. 7:21. Otw home. Mk held us (sec 4) back for about 30 mins just to talk. Wah he's a damn sentimental guy leh, he said that the little girl in him came out while he was writing us cards but c'mon lah. I think I've met that little girl quite a long time ago. 3 weeks ago Saturday after band while he was talking to me he almost cried. He said one week before that he almost cried again. Night after SYF he was super close to tears when I went to say thank you. O Mk :_)
Last week of prac y'know!!! Can't believe it's ending. I'm not exactly looking forward to it ending. I mean, the concert is what I'm looking forward to but... Stepping down right after that. Time really flies, I never imagined the day I leave the band room knowing that I won't have to return ever again. And yet it's coming up this week. This Sunday. Bitter sweet occasion. It's always a joyous event but I bet you people will be crying on Sunday. Which sucks cos when you see someone cry you'd feel like crying and I don't really wanna cry lol. But it's really good memories I'm taking away with me lah. Not all good, many dirty ugly ones too but many are just sweet happy times. Dk how to feel. I'm gonna breeze through this week lah. Like MK said, bank in sleep hehehe.
Last week of prac y'know!!! Can't believe it's ending. I'm not exactly looking forward to it ending. I mean, the concert is what I'm looking forward to but... Stepping down right after that. Time really flies, I never imagined the day I leave the band room knowing that I won't have to return ever again. And yet it's coming up this week. This Sunday. Bitter sweet occasion. It's always a joyous event but I bet you people will be crying on Sunday. Which sucks cos when you see someone cry you'd feel like crying and I don't really wanna cry lol. But it's really good memories I'm taking away with me lah. Not all good, many dirty ugly ones too but many are just sweet happy times. Dk how to feel. I'm gonna breeze through this week lah. Like MK said, bank in sleep hehehe.
Monday, April 16, 2012
Mr Aw
O Mr Aw :_) my first conductor. That's why I forever loyal kiddy go back visit RCB during band camp (and as much as I can). He just got married recently, but he won't be needing kids. He's already had enough children to last a life time. Really he watch all of us grow up y'know.
Few months ago
Omg the way Facebook literally captures memories and stores them neatly under the Photo file in your profile. I miss my EOY holidays!!!!!! Ok if last year's was a blast, this year's will be just PARTYING PARTYING YEAH! FUN FUN FUN FUN LOOKING FORWARD TO THE WEEEEEKEND.
Btw, look how fast my hair has grown. What the heck damn fast y'know. That was December if I'm not wrong.
Btw, look how fast my hair has grown. What the heck damn fast y'know. That was December if I'm not wrong.
fish in a bucket
I've been wanting to share this for about 3 weeks already but I never came on the computer but now I am! So here y'go. The filming is fantastic. I'm really proud to say that hey, the producers of this short film are kids like us! Well, 15 - 17. And yeah, they know the plot is mega irritating and cliche.
A l b u m s
Was looking through my FB albums. I'm gonna remove some later. Well we all hate the past now don't we.
But these are a few of my favourite shots. There're many more, but these were lucky.
But these are a few of my favourite shots. There're many more, but these were lucky.
On turning ten
"It seems only yesterday I used to believe
There was nothing under my skin but light.
If you cut me I could shine."
There was nothing under my skin but light.
If you cut me I could shine."
Sunday, April 15, 2012
11:39PM
Idk why everytime I blog at night I use the time as the title. Probably too tired to think of something else more interesting ha ha ha.
Still dreadfully sleepy. I'm going to bed soon. Once my mother is done with her shower. Then I can use the bathroom.
I woke up with a throat infection today. And a slight baby flu. Left me quite dazed the entire day. I don't think it's getting better yet. So I should sleep for 8 hours.
Setting my alarm at 8AM (NO SCHOOL, BABY) if I don't wake up before it, that would be the latest I would have woken up this year.
OK GD NIGHT.
Still dreadfully sleepy. I'm going to bed soon. Once my mother is done with her shower. Then I can use the bathroom.
I woke up with a throat infection today. And a slight baby flu. Left me quite dazed the entire day. I don't think it's getting better yet. So I should sleep for 8 hours.
Setting my alarm at 8AM (NO SCHOOL, BABY) if I don't wake up before it, that would be the latest I would have woken up this year.
OK GD NIGHT.
10:53PM
Don't understand the things I do sometimes. Things like caring.
Dead tired. O m w home. Slightly annoyed with the evening. Lol k slightly is an understatement.
Dead tired. O m w home. Slightly annoyed with the evening. Lol k slightly is an understatement.
Friday, April 13, 2012
All these words can't waste them on another
Listening to One Republic's live performances. Ahhhh I love one republic. They are amazing :_)
Carnival tomorrow. Not very excited. Newspaper reporter coming down to report about the band concert. This time it's a band member's father. So thankful :_) after that its the performance in the KA. Then I've my booth shift. And believe it or not I have to deal with children. What better job to give me. After that I'll be walking around. I think Raphael is going. Ezekiel is going. My sister and her boyfriend will be there. And my parents.
Then carnival ends. I'm not sure what I'll do next. Asked the exco kinda got ignored, only Eunice replied me. Checked with ck too. I wonder what Cheryl will be doing to kill the time. I was thinking go SC macs again but it'll be filled with the after carnival crowd, how to study. Either that or I camp in the band room and risk getting interrogated by security. 7PM alumni prac, three hours later I'd be home. Packed day, or packed day? Lolsighpie.
Carnival tomorrow. Not very excited. Newspaper reporter coming down to report about the band concert. This time it's a band member's father. So thankful :_) after that its the performance in the KA. Then I've my booth shift. And believe it or not I have to deal with children. What better job to give me. After that I'll be walking around. I think Raphael is going. Ezekiel is going. My sister and her boyfriend will be there. And my parents.
Then carnival ends. I'm not sure what I'll do next. Asked the exco kinda got ignored, only Eunice replied me. Checked with ck too. I wonder what Cheryl will be doing to kill the time. I was thinking go SC macs again but it'll be filled with the after carnival crowd, how to study. Either that or I camp in the band room and risk getting interrogated by security. 7PM alumni prac, three hours later I'd be home. Packed day, or packed day? Lolsighpie.
Thursday, April 12, 2012
Hallo
I swear I had fifty million things to blog about while I was on the bus. But my headache was too unbearable so I just closed my eyes throughout the journey.
Hm.
Well, I kinda just made a decision. That could change. Again. I've been thinking about this for ages lah & it keeps changing lol. So it's the JC dilemma. I've managed to scale down my options, and it's NY VS TJ now. And NY's winning. Mr tan spoke to me today. Half convinced me to go to NY. And idk if he's doing that cos he genuinely thinks that NY will be a good place for me or if he just wants me to be in another of his band for two more years. And I don't think it's the second one lol cos seriously lah, Rosalind & Jun Ping are there already. And June is DSAing, I don't think he'd need me as a part of the flute section anymore.
And he actually spoke a lot more about the school more than the band.
But I think I've decided that yeah I'm gonna DSA to NY. Parents ain't too happy but nvm lah.
Well, I was a lil afraid that people would think I want to go to NY because my friends are going there and stuff well, that's a big NO. Because no. 1, 99% of them are acquaintances. I like them but I'm not really like mega buddies with them. If I were to go to a school for my friends, I'm going to where Sam is going. Or Denise. And you see, that's one thing I'm gonna be real sad about. Sam is never ever gonna go to NY. It's not an option, NY is not an option for her.
My reasons for going there aren't the best lah. But I feel like NY is somewhere that I'd feel comfortable in I guess. And of course, loyalty to Mr tan. Eh, Mr Tan was the one who really enabled me to grow lah. Since sec 1 I was in his band, not really mk's. Mk is really good to and he's good to speak to and he's caring. And stuff. But. He's. Different than Mr Tan. Lol dk how to put this.
Alright, anyway. I can't sum it up now cos I want to sleep. Gd night.
Hm.
Well, I kinda just made a decision. That could change. Again. I've been thinking about this for ages lah & it keeps changing lol. So it's the JC dilemma. I've managed to scale down my options, and it's NY VS TJ now. And NY's winning. Mr tan spoke to me today. Half convinced me to go to NY. And idk if he's doing that cos he genuinely thinks that NY will be a good place for me or if he just wants me to be in another of his band for two more years. And I don't think it's the second one lol cos seriously lah, Rosalind & Jun Ping are there already. And June is DSAing, I don't think he'd need me as a part of the flute section anymore.
And he actually spoke a lot more about the school more than the band.
But I think I've decided that yeah I'm gonna DSA to NY. Parents ain't too happy but nvm lah.
Well, I was a lil afraid that people would think I want to go to NY because my friends are going there and stuff well, that's a big NO. Because no. 1, 99% of them are acquaintances. I like them but I'm not really like mega buddies with them. If I were to go to a school for my friends, I'm going to where Sam is going. Or Denise. And you see, that's one thing I'm gonna be real sad about. Sam is never ever gonna go to NY. It's not an option, NY is not an option for her.
My reasons for going there aren't the best lah. But I feel like NY is somewhere that I'd feel comfortable in I guess. And of course, loyalty to Mr tan. Eh, Mr Tan was the one who really enabled me to grow lah. Since sec 1 I was in his band, not really mk's. Mk is really good to and he's good to speak to and he's caring. And stuff. But. He's. Different than Mr Tan. Lol dk how to put this.
Alright, anyway. I can't sum it up now cos I want to sleep. Gd night.
Tuesday, April 10, 2012
One more
I think I missed this out.
Sofeah & I on the overhead bridge
O yeah one last one
Sofeah posing with long Kang
Sofeah & I on the overhead bridge
O yeah one last one
Sofeah posing with long Kang
Bang bang chucky chucky
Just thought of that game... It was so fun. So personal mastery wasn't all that poopy for my group.
Anyway, sharing these photos.
K I can't caption the photos on my phone. So I'll just throw them all here, you match them to the photos yourself LOL.
Manis
Beautiful Sofeah
Sofeah & I at dinner on Saturday (Thx CK for the polaroid)
@ Denise's place on Good Friday, supposed to study. Made myself a gun.
IMPROVED THE GUN HA
Curly hair Sunday (Black & White photo)
Half of a portrait, couldn't draw the smile right.
Raindrops and orange sky, must the the most popular photo I've taken and uploaded on Instagram
What I heard from Raiyan just before I went to sleep
Anyway, sharing these photos.
K I can't caption the photos on my phone. So I'll just throw them all here, you match them to the photos yourself LOL.
Manis
Beautiful Sofeah
Sofeah & I at dinner on Saturday (Thx CK for the polaroid)
@ Denise's place on Good Friday, supposed to study. Made myself a gun.
IMPROVED THE GUN HA
Curly hair Sunday (Black & White photo)
Half of a portrait, couldn't draw the smile right.
Raindrops and orange sky, must the the most popular photo I've taken and uploaded on Instagram
What I heard from Raiyan just before I went to sleep
Saturday, April 7, 2012
Hi hi blog again later (maybe) when I'm home
When people don't understand and they try to give me advice like following their religion. Hi, nice to meet you, my name is Offended.
Aiya, I guess there's the thought there but no man, it's still not fabulous. But really appreciate the thought lah.
And I guess I'm quite touched that you care so much.
Aiya, I guess there's the thought there but no man, it's still not fabulous. But really appreciate the thought lah.
And I guess I'm quite touched that you care so much.