Found my rant from January

raging sec 4 in Jaunary. January.



Kk guys. I know this is the worst timing ever, but I am not motivated to work for school anymore. Lost the drive to push on #BTWitsjanuary Thu Jan 26 13:32:46 +0000 2012
Because seriously, look at your work. Just look at it. Will you really need to know this in 10 years time? NO.
And it's killing all of us and we hate it. But we only live once why go through this poop.
(I need counseling lol, my way of thinking is screwed up. Trust me guys, I know y'all are disgusted)
Alright, let me get my thoughts lined up neatly. I don't understand why this whole system is driving us like mad chickens. Ok I kinda know.

Like Singapore is a small country, and all we depend on is our people. So they're trying to get out as many genius dexters as possible.

But I don't mind not being one of them brainiacs....... I'd be happy being average chow.
And I want to spend my time better. Like I'm spending 85% of my time studying and working Maybe I could honestly from the bottom of my heart 

Give a little bit of the 85 to serving others and actually helping those who are behind.
And actually, when we serve others, we're really not helping them, THEY are helping us.
I hate that feeling where you're just sitting in a room (school) and not making a change ANYWHERE.
My momma told me that she'd only want me to be a vet so that I could help all the strays on the streets. Why can't everyone think that way.
SIGH trust me that's all I've been wondering about since 5:45AM RT @hiclarehere: sigh, @chowjiahui has gotten me thinking. what is life.
 Indeed we are :_) @greenneonlights: @chowjiahui chow you're starting to sound like my tumblr. It's okay, we're all in this together (':
Eh seriously, sit down & think. Think hard, not about your Alkenes or vectors or Ezinma or 9gag & you'll start to see how pointless this is

Lol sorry tweet spammed, just really needed to get that out. Brain constipation since the early hours of the morning It's still there though

Haha it's funny, I've actually had this train of thoughts for about a month but I never had a chance to spill everything.

Then I decide to just heck it and tweet. And everyone's all "MY EARS ARE HERE FOR YOU". These people 💘💘
 Ok sorry but I shall continue

So let me tell you about this. I was trying to decide about where I want to go after Secondary school.
& I thought either VJC or TJC or NJC. ALL 3 reputable JCs. But then I thought if I would be happy in those JCs, immediately I thought "No"

Why? Because it'd just be stoning in a class again. Mugging like crazy again. Wasting time again.

EVERYONE wants to go to a good JC because that's what our society defined as being the best. Thu Jan 26 14:02:57 +0000 2012

then I wondered why then, do I want to get into those JCs so much. And the answer is simply because it's the most natural thing to do.

And that ruins the picture. Like a smudge on a painting. It's quite sad that everyone's driving towards it. (or trying to) Thu Jan 26

@greenosaurus like we're going no where ay 😒 School is looking so pointless. All the useless competition. Fighting over nothing.