Pre-JC

I have suddenly lost all interest in socialising. I am not sure why but this is definitely not healthy.
I seem to feel that all events organised to properly orientate myself for the next two years are a waste of time. Because y'know, making friends will come naturally y'know. You don't have to hold some social event to let us buddy around with each other first. I guess some would prefer that but I'm trying to set my gears on full speed for A's. TRYING is a very focused word. T R Y I N G. Success iis definitely not guaranteed. But why I am like this is because I am scared. 🐔