Life

Hi I have finally gotten my life back, it feels as if I've been returned something that has already been beaten up, torn apart and stomped on and I'm supposed to repair all damages instantly. I'm afraid to say that I doubt I'll be able to do so. Been losing myself lately and I'm blogging because I haven't had the chance to blog for awhile and despite my absence, I've still been receiving (a few) page views. Which is shocking because I'm assuming that those few page views are from people who care about my life and genuinely want to know how I'm doing and stuff. So here I am updating you very briefly.
Today marked the end of my dreaded hectic schedule. CLC ended around 1.30 with a bang. Literally because of the thunder and lightning from the massive storm. I honestly did not enjoy myself at all and I honestly learnt only about a pinky-finger size worth of lessons. You can't teach leadership lah. C'mon. But I can't deny that the camp was very well organised. And that the food was damn good lol. We even had an apple during yesterday's lunch and expectedly, some people didn't want their apples. So I was keeping those spare apples like how a squirrel would stock up for winter. Or a quokka. Lol actually I don't think quokkas stock up food. Anyway, it's 5.30 and I'm still in school. O yeah today marks the 14th consecutive day that I am in this compound. Despite a public holiday (labour day. Which NYSB labored through) and 2 Sundays.
I've been attempting my Chemistry tutorials since the afternoon but my studying pace is just too damn slow. Mainly because I just don't get shit. And this feels like shit cos I really feel so behind and lost and doomed for the week. Sigh.
Abrupt end to the post gd bye.