Anyway, hi school sucks so bad it burns our lives like the books in Fahrenheit. Please inject our lives with some joy soon, just a little will satisfy our thirsty selves. Sigh.
Nothing much has been going on. Nothing much thats good. Nothing's good actually so you wanna know what sucks?
-School
-so stress
-so much tests
-so much work
-I can't get it right
-I keep getting it wrong
-Its always my fault
-My flute solo is so difficult
-And I suck at it
-I keep trying to get stuff right
-but in the end I really keep failing
-I'm pretty doomed
-I'm not enjoying life
What is the purpose of life. Humans live for...? I want to live for happiness. My own happiness. But I can't. Because if I do, I will quit school. But my parents will get upset and I don't want them to get upset cos that makes me sad so I can't quite school so I can't be happy. What are we studying for? Its not for ourselves. Definitely not for ourselves. Kk, Factor theorem, what am I gonna use it for in my future. Nothing. Writing Chinese emails, don't see myself doing that. Describing osmosis, nope. x = -b+- square root b square - 4ac over 2a. Nope. Not gonna need that. So why does this determine my grades if my grades determine what I do and what I do determines my life.
Band tomorrow. Then I may go out. Prolly not I think. Prolly staying in school for PW. Watching clouds. Ah, thats nice.
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