You know how the time flies, only yesterday was the time of our lives

Hello. It's 7pm and I'm on the way home. My day was fine I guess but it's just the going home part. I'm carrying like, 10kg worth of books and I was dying just walking to raffles town club. Then my a math file slipped slightly and cut my arm and it hurts. And I'm so tired. And then there's the going home part.. I. Sound like a whiny wimp. At least there isn't school tomorrow. Getting up at 6 to study (I'd rather wake up myself then get woken by my sister (she still has school)). Staying at home all day to study my butt off. Then if I feel like I'll play badminton alone again. I wonder if my neighbors think I'm weird. I used to have a friend on my level when I was a kid. He's quite a bit older (3 years) but when you're a kid you're all the same age. We used to play pokemon together. Then he grew up and became a gangster. S i g h. No more friend. Then there were the 3 girls livin beside my flat. They used to come over to play with my siblings and I. Then suddenly they stopped. I guess we got too weird. And anyway they all grew up. Everyone grew up even my siblings. No more sibling friend's either.
Here's irrelevant information, I'm sitting on the first seat on the right of the old SBS bus when you first walk on. The one the faces the rest of the passengers. I'm people watching. It's pretty amazing when you look at someone and wonder where they are going to. Or where they come from, why they are here, what they do. It's amazing because you start to realize that there's so much people in the world. Everyone livin their own lives, you start to see what you don't usually think about. Something that doesn't spell Y O U. You see everyone else.
I'm dreading getting off the bus. I'd wish to stay on this bus forever, live on it, go where it goes. People watch all day. Yeah, I'd wish. I'd wish, if wishes came true. Wishes are just hopes you put careful thought into. You can hope for anything. Anything small like a hamburger. ("I hope dinner is a hamburger!") but you don't do the same for wishes. You wish big things, things less likely to happen. My wishes don't come true. So I wouldn't wish. Like hoping, I hope and I risk being disappointed. But sometimes you hope for something without even thinking about it. Alright that's all for now, I'm not home yet but I'm very exhausted. Wish me a pleasant bus ride home. (7:30)