Tuesday

On my way home now. It's 4 in the afternoon and I just had lunch with my OG. Second OG outing that I've attended. I'm usually very reluctant to go for OG outings but I never do regret going for any. Lol. Dumb chow. I like my OG, they are very nice people. Then again, almost everyone in school is very nice. But my OG will always be my first few "Nanyang friends".

Ok abrupt end to my first paragraph because its 7.54pm now. Am I retarded or retarded. I reached home and told myself to shower, sit down, and study. But instead, I shower, laid on the sofa like a panda, played the guitar, sung my lungs out and just solo lepaked through the evening. Whoa I feel damn stupid now. Someone remind me to never come home unless I want to waste my time. I can't seem to study at home when I'm home alone lol. No discipline :_( sigh o well. Study now

Have you ever felt like your bones know exactly what to do and yet your muscles want to screw that decision up? It's like the brain VS heart thing lol I can't believe I'm saying this but my mind is fighting with my core, everything that I know is right and what I should do and the rules and blah blah blah. I don't even know how to describe this. It's a new impulsiveness that wants to be shown whoa ok chow.

What else do I have to rant about.
Umm. Met my CT yesterday. Yeah. Wide variety of people. Many very animated. (M Neo words 2.0) Lively bunch, very friendly. Now that I think of it, the past few weeks have all been about making new friends and meeting new people and all things new, new teachers new food new friends new subjects new books new faces new food new drinks new instrument new hair new new new new new.

It's 8.35pm. Have you ever felt like you had all your priorities sorted out so perfectly and nothing could disrupt it. I'm studying now. Ok I'm actually just doing math and this isn't considered studying.

Enrichment day tomorrow!!! I'm attending a self-defense course so that I can defend myself. Ok I'm actually attending this self-defense course because I had no other options because no one told me I had to apply for a course. O lovely. But honestly not too picky about what I go for because I'll be enriched anyway (#optimistic#brightersideoflife#positivity)

8.49pm - What's a "bbg"?

9.14m - "baby girl" lol ok. I saw my friends having Instagram captions like "happy birthday bbg!" And yeah now I know.
Manis is sitting on my homework now. So inconsiderate. I'll show you.
When people tell me "I see your flaws" I wish I could scream "I DO TOO". Thinking of it is depressing though. And frustrating. At least while I think of the flaws I see. Y'all probably see more. Ok back to work. i don't feel like going to school tomorrow.

9.35pm Eh my attention span is decreasing because I haven't had dinner. Chem time.

10.08pm Dinner time bye bye

Nah, chapalang for you to read.