Hallo

I swear I had fifty million things to blog about while I was on the bus. But my headache was too unbearable so I just closed my eyes throughout the journey.

Hm.
Well, I kinda just made a decision. That could change. Again. I've been thinking about this for ages lah & it keeps changing lol. So it's the JC dilemma. I've managed to scale down my options, and it's NY VS TJ now. And NY's winning. Mr tan spoke to me today. Half convinced me to go to NY. And idk if he's doing that cos he genuinely thinks that NY will be a good place for me or if he just wants me to be in another of his band for two more years. And I don't think it's the second one lol cos seriously lah, Rosalind & Jun Ping are there already. And June is DSAing, I don't think he'd need me as a part of the flute section anymore.
And he actually spoke a lot more about the school more than the band.
But I think I've decided that yeah I'm gonna DSA to NY. Parents ain't too happy but nvm lah.
Well, I was a lil afraid that people would think I want to go to NY because my friends are going there and stuff well, that's a big NO. Because no. 1, 99% of them are acquaintances. I like them but I'm not really like mega buddies with them. If I were to go to a school for my friends, I'm going to where Sam is going. Or Denise. And you see, that's one thing I'm gonna be real sad about. Sam is never ever gonna go to NY. It's not an option, NY is not an option for her.
My reasons for going there aren't the best lah. But I feel like NY is somewhere that I'd feel comfortable in I guess. And of course, loyalty to Mr tan. Eh, Mr Tan was the one who really enabled me to grow lah. Since sec 1 I was in his band, not really mk's. Mk is really good to and he's good to speak to and he's caring. And stuff. But. He's. Different than Mr Tan. Lol dk how to put this.
Alright, anyway. I can't sum it up now cos I want to sleep. Gd night.