When you try your best but you don't succeed

Hallo. I'm tired. And I'm dreading the arrival of tomorrow. My last band prac in that school. Idk man am I supposed to be overjoyed or something? I feel kinda sad. Sigh. Sad but not sad. Weird. I don't like this feeling.
Long day tomorrow. Or at least I'm gonna make it long.
Band till 4 plus. Not sure if it'll be that long actually. I think it'll end earlier. Then I'm going to Sengkang. Lol and to try to get some work done. And I don't necessarily mean school work. I needa write all the cards for concert day! And idk what to buy for my section. Problem :_/ I think I'll spend tomorrow @ sengkang finishing the cards. Maybe I'll tackle the English compre. That's probably the most ill be able to do. Lol actually I might just sit at level one. YES I SHALL DO THAT. Then I can people-watch. I like to people-watch.
Walau I seriously super jialat next week 死了。